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Magnolia Plantation

The first place we visited in Charleston was Magnolia Plantation, which turned out to be one of my favorite parts of the trip.  It was a Sunday afternoon, warm, and mostly empty (except for some friendly animals including miniature horses.  Miniature.  Horses.)  We stayed for a few hours…I shot roll after roll of film as my eyes adjusted to the sight of magnolia blooms and giant oak trees and sunshine.  These are a few of my favorite photos from that afternoon…

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My husband’s parents came for a visit a few weeks ago, and with them brought their old Canon FTb, because they knew that I would love to have it.  A kind gesture from unbelievably kind people.  This is the camera that was used to photograph my husband as a baby.  That, combined with my deepening love for film photography, for old cameras, for getting back to a different quality of photography that’s not megapixels and actions, makes for a very grateful daughter-in-law and a really excited new FTb shooter. 






Also, the original satchel it came in is completely rad and makes a perfect everyday camera bag for me.






And these are the very first images, shot on Ektar 100.  Stored away for 30+ years and it’s able to immediately capture the beauty around me.  To me that is incredible.















 







“I knew, of course, that trees and plants had roots, stems, bark, branches and foliage that reached up toward the light. But I was coming to realize that the real magician was light itself.”  - Edward Steichen

“I knew, of course, that trees and plants had roots, stems, bark, branches and foliage that reached up toward the light. But I was coming to realize that the real magician was light itself.”  - Edward Steichen

I’m no expert, but I have taken a lot of photos.  One of the best ways I have found to improve is to look at photographs that are striking to me and figure out exactly why.  It’s not always as easy as it seems.  This has become even more relevant lately while I try to understand what it is about film that always catches my eye. 

So I thought it’d be fun to start working in one roll of film during portrait sessions and be able to compare film versus digital while dealing with one subject, one lighting condition, and one backdrop.  






The verdict?  They’re just…different.  I love the contrasts of film as much as I love the brightness of digital.  Hopefully just the process of examining and finding what aspects of a photograph move me will help me be able to capture them more often, film or no film. 

Anyone want to share their answer to “why film?”

Words Every Aspiring Photographer Should Know

From Cheryl Jacobs Nicolai:

- Style is a voice, not a prop or an action. If you can buy it, borrow it, download it, or steal it, it is not a style. Don’t look outward for your style; look inward.

- Know your stuff. Luck is a nice thing, but a terrifying thing to rely on. It’s like money; you only have it when you don’t need it.

- Never apologize for your own sense of beauty. Nobody can tell you what you should love. Do what you do brazenly and unapologetically. You cannot build your sense of aesthetics on a consensus.

- Say no. Say it often. It may be difficult, but you owe it to yourself and your clients. Turn down jobs that don’t fit you, say no to overbooking yourself. You are no good to anyone when you’re stressed and anxious.

- Learn to say “I’m a photographer” out loud with a straight face. If you can’t say it and believe it, you can’t expect anyone else to, either.

- You cannot specialize in everything.

- Know your style before you hang out your shingle. If you don’t, your clients will dictate your style to you. That makes you nothing more than a picture taker. Changing your style later will force you to start all over again, and that’s tough.

- Accept critique, but don’t apply it blindly. Just because someone said it does not make it so. Critiques are opinions, nothing more. Consider the advice, consider the perspective of the advice giver, consider your style and what you want to convey in your work. Implement only what makes sense to implement. That doesn’t not make you ungrateful, it makes you independent.

- Leave room for yourself to grow and evolve. It may seem like a good idea to call your business “Precious Chubby Tootsies”….but what happens when you decide you love to photograph seniors? Or boudoir?

- Remember that if your work looks like everyone else’s, there’s no reason for a client to book you instead of someone else. Unless you’re cheaper. And nobody wants to be known as “the cheaper photographer”.

- Gimmicks and merchandise will come and go, but honest photography is never outdated.

- It’s easier to focus on buying that next piece of equipment than it is to accept that you should be able to create great work with what you’ve got. Buying stuff is a convenient and expensive distraction. Spend money on equipment ONLY when you’ve outgrown your current equipment and you’re being limited by it.

- Learn that people photography is about people, not about photography. Great portraits are a side effect of a strong human connection.

- Never forget why you started taking pictures in the first place. Excellent technique is a great tool, but a terrible end product. The best thing your technique can do is not call attention to itself.

- Never compare your journey with someone else’s. It’s a marathon with no finish line. Someone else may start out faster than you, may seem to progress more quickly than you, but every runner has his own pace. Your journey is your journey, not a competition. You will never “arrive”. No one ever does.

- Embrace frustration. It pushes you to learn and grow, broadens your horizons, and lights a fire under you when your work has gone cold. Nothing is more dangerous to an artist than complacence.

There comes a point when looking to other photographers’ work for inspiration backfires and leaves you not wanting to ever pick up your camera again because there are so many amazingly talented people out there.  Urgh.  Must remember to toe this line more carefully.